Before, During, After X'mas

Before X'mas

Got class which ends at 6pm.....
went to KL to meet my aunt, uncle n cousin(Mummy, Daddy n Amoi).
Went to KL by bus and since it was much easier than using the komuter.
when i arrived at KL, it was very crowded. I decided to walk all the way from Pudu to BB, 15 to 20 minutes of walking i think.
BB was really happening with lots of Santa's, Devil's(some r hot n some r not) and also St. Katarina. Peolple we're selling stuff especially the snow spray, the satan's horn, and many more. Met with them at Hailam Chicken Rice and eat there also.

As time pass by, the number of people are increasing. Very crowded. It was like war...well plus the fun. People getting sprayed all over the places.
Even vehicles will get 'snowed'. Some of it will slow their car and pretend to be a 'victim' and all of the sudden they will attack BACK...
HAHAHAH....

I myself somehow got attack to. What do you expect if i only have 1 can of snow spray.

By midnight, there were a lot of people in BB and its hard for cars to go through the road. The road was full with human spraying each other. It was fun to watch. Even the police could not control the situation. Well....only 1 police car was available. Slept early that night coz i was so tired.

During X'mas....

woke up early that morning. My aunt was already awake(she didnt sleep actually...i think). She told me the crowd was over at 3 am.....as i expected. Heard that there were some people fighting too..... n also police threaten to shoot to people who dont give them laluan.....ganas eh.....

Poor Alam Flora guys.....they were cleaning the streets till i dont know what time. There were a lot of cans and rubbish in BB. They even wash the road.

Later, we met with my other aunt(Ibu)at Masjid India. Then we go jalan2 around before we had our lunch at Sogo. There we met my cousin's(Nena) boipren....eheh.....
Abg Ros(kekeke....sounds gay...ah big n amoi laughing oredi this i know....konfem kena by nena nnt this) maybe just call him Sidi saja la...... Wont say much bout this guy since im not the one who's goin to be the wali in line....

Then, me and Daddy go to Low Yat to get a 2nd hand PDA. Most of it were selling around rm550 but looks rusted. Then, we got a good looking PDA which sells at rm450 and still it looks new. As Daddy was negotiating the price, i went up to get some price for a printer.Ok la....most of it were within my budget.....but im gonna buy it later.

Nothing much happen that night, except that Mummy t'jatuh. Looks very bad coz Mummy like susah to walk. and there was bengkak near her lutut...as if she has 2 of it. 1st bring her to a clinic nearby...but kesian Mummy la cos its quite a long journey. Then we had to bring her to the hospital just to make sure nothing serious happen. Since we went to the hospital by taxi, i had to get down to get a taxi,,,,none of it stop or want to go to BB. Luckily, this 1 taxi which was in the hospital did give his services. He even offered helping us be recommending to urut with this Indonesian woman which he call 'Ibu' in Kampung Pandan. During the urut session, Mummy have to tahan the sakit la...there was a time when when im not sure when but all of the sudden she spits at Mummy's leg. (Tahan Ketawa.....)
And the good thing was, when we get back, mummy said she was feeling a bit better as she was able to walk without help.

After X'mas
Got no class on firday....go where aaa.....
oh ya....went to pavillion....had lunch there.
later went to KL plaza, while Mummy getting her contacts, i decided to go to...

to have a.....

BB is quiet a place of entertainment,
Take a look at this guy....

He has been sitting there since i dont know when. Probably if i curi his money or touch his balls then he will move. HAHAHAHA....

This ice cream guy is quiet funny, just be carefull with his tricks.

Saturday(still after x'mas)
Time to go back...
Amoi is goin to UMP, Mummy and Dadddy goin back to KK

I'm goin back to to my place. so those aunty Biah...

Before goin back...did a lil bit of shopin.....bought few things.....
Then i decided to go back.....

Back home i'm all alone again....
have to wait till today(monday) or maybe tommorow for the boys to be back....
so bored that i studied(wow...me study), do some assignments, and do some laundry.

Thats all from me...

Last but not least....since today is the new year for Muslim....
Salam Awal Muharram

I Won't Be Home For Christmas -Blink 182

(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa la la la la la la la la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la)

Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging cickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh god I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must've snaped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from home
If you don't wanna get me down
Just leave the presents and let me be alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from home
If you don't wanna get me down
Just leave the presents and let me be alone

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas


as much i love blink 182 sings this song(also this is not the official vid), i also wanted u guys to watch this cover....


its another big festive season....x'mas to be exact which will be tomorrow.
If i were back in KK, probably i could visit my friends who are celebrating x'mas
i remember when i was a kid, my father brings me along to his office x'mas party. It was fun coz im gonna get something.

to my nfriends and people who celebrates x'mas, wish u a merry x'mas n a happy new year

wish list ...iphone, Wii.......:)

Alone

Friday night, currently i'm all alone in the house.

1 housemate of mine when out dating with his gf, while my roomate is out somewhere...not sure where. While the other housemate is in Kedah.

Listening to Katy Perry's 'Hot n Cold', catchy tune n i like the video clip.

Just before my roommate goes out, we we're playin Generals, playing with them is quite fun.
Could last till the next morning, but during weekdays we only play till midnight or at least before 2am.

It would be nice if YM could be sign in but seems like there's a problem...connection prob's i guess.

Beside the sounds of music from my lappy, all i could hear is the sound of my room's fan and also the cricket. I'm used to be alone. But there are times how i wish i'm not all alone.....at least someone to talk with. But i'm not sure with who. There's a lot of number in my phone but im not sure whom i should call. Probably this girl whom i used to admired back when i was doing my diploma in UiTM. Last week, out of no where, she sent me an sms. I was happy with that sms but...i don't know, just happy......maybe i should at least try to contact my old friends. I did meet a lot of old faces this year after quite long time.

So not sure what to do. Tomorrow i wanted to watch a football match/ Uniten Cup is currently held for im not sure how many times. Last year i was playing for a team called LA Galaxy but this year LA Galaxy is no more, there were other teams who had ask me if i want to play with them. I was ok with it till i heard that the team didnt register to compete in the cup. I'm hoping i will play my last Uniten Cup next year with any team who wishes me to play with them.

Its almost 1am......im not that sleepy yet but i am getting tired.
Now my lappy is playing Marie Digby's 'Say It Again'...like this song.....

Next week i'm gonna have a long holiday, starting from X'mas untill Awak Muharram....5 day holiday.

I'm so not sure what to do now..........

Summary of my 1st week

Its my 1st week of most of the classes...erm...actually...its already the 3rd week of this semester.
this sem, i'm taking another 6 classes, which includes i need to visit the lab twice.

most of my classes starts at 9.00 am. and finish around 6,7 or 8 pm....
the longest day is on Thursday, from 9am till 8pm....with only an hour gap.
and i have an extra holiday...Friday, i don't have any classes.....unless class replacement is requested.

It looks like im gonna be quiet busy with this sem. Just this week i have realize i have like 3 projects need to be done. even a 3 hour lab is tiring.

since i'm staying outside, it is difficult for me to go to classes coz i don't have any transport. even a
bus is hard to get that passes my uniten. Thankfully, most of my housemates have the same time even though we're from different department.

after the class, usually i will only 'tapau' food and eat at home but staying outside means i have to save more on my spending. So, have to cook lah....every night the same menu. but im not complaining much. to be fair, i did my part in cooking too. i'm no cooking expert but i know few things when cooking.

this month has a lots of holiday esp. on thursday...yeehaaa...extra holiday

Holiday in Kuching

erm....arrgghhhh.....should have posted this earlier...

Kuching.....didnt visit much around the city....
im not sure where intresting places to visit there.....
went to Spring....looks big but inside....not much shops inside.....3 times...
India Street....bought few t-shirts for me to remember Kuching...
love that cat shirt...:)




But, there's a lot of nice places to eat here....not fast food ok....
1. Mee sup....
located in Satok....in a Chinese restaurant but its still halal.

2. Rojak Kuchei
somewhere in Batu Lintang.

3. ICE CREAM!!
at sunny hill. the ice cream flavours is not the same everyday.....but still 'nyaman'....

4. Burger
this might sound funny, but the best burger in kuching is just opposite swinburne uni.(i think)
it only opens at night...yes..its only a burger stall. the burger tasted like "burger king"

5.Hartz
All you can eat eat chicken.

Cant remember much other places i ate during my stay there....n how i wish i had pictures of those food.....

Gavin Rossdale - Love Remains The Same

A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

Hurting People's Feelings

im not sure where to start....

probably i could ask myself with

"why do i hurt the feelings of the people i care"

as much im trying to be nice, i sometimes end up being the bad guy.....
never wanted to hurt anyone feelings but somehow....it happens....
when this happens and i realized what i did, all i can think of how bad i felt and should apologize immediately.

this month i did it again....twice....
all i could say was " I'm sorry"...but im not hoping they will forgive me with what i did....even if my mood that time wasnt good.

im not sure why i hurt them....i never wanted to hurt them but..*sigh*

maybe i should go away....far away so i could not hurt them. i dont care if my feelings was hurt as long those people i care most are not hurt by me....but will it be easy?

i know im not a perfect person. i will always make mistakes and i will learn from it. by now i could have risen up my reputation as a most hated person.

i dont want to hurt anyone anymore.......

Currently im in meow meow city.....

over the past few weeks quite a lot of things happen since i get back.....


on the day i got back to kk....

my cousin married an older woman than him (older than me too) ....n his younger than me.....
as much as him become the main attraction, i too somehow got attention with question such as

"when is your turn to get marry"
"where is your wife?"

such question i could only answer with smile.....being the eldest grandchild, probably they expected me to have a wife 1st......

10 nov 2008 - 16 nov 2008

my parents were going to send my brother to kl, as he is going to study there....
so, im goin to be alone at home during those days coz my parents, apart from sending my brother, they also went to Padang n Penang for holidays.....

with lots of things were need to be done back home, most of the time i was at the home.
i was so lonely, by night i was like having a party all by myself.....alone.....bored.....

on thursday, i wasnt feeling very well, n i thought nothing really happen. the next morning at 3 am. , i was so in pain with my stomach, went to the toilet but nothing come out. tried eating something, but i end up vomiting like hell. during those time all i can think how pain it was. i cant barely move, stand, seat n all those. by 6 am, i called for help. kak big answerd my emergency call but ibu was the first to arrive. bring me to the nearest clinic for treatment. i was diagnosed to got food poisoning.....culprits...probably mee kolok that ibu gave to me or maybe something i ate or cook. got myself to stay at rumah besar, at least some1 will be there if i were in pain.

that day too, i found out that kak big wasnt feeling well. she kena tahan at SMC because the doctor dont know what she got. Probably, Dr. House and his team can solve the problem...LOL.
Heard that she did a lot of tests but still no answer to her sickness

18 nov 2008 - 23 nov 2008

nothing much happens except that i have to go to JPAN(my scholarship) to send them a letter coz i wanted to change my program. Currently im taking degree in electrical n elctronics but i need to change it as the job market for that course in Sabah is very small...n also i hate small things. i wanted to take culinary arts...erk....hahaha...joking only....i want to take degree in electrical power.
taking electrical power has a bigger job tmarket as it is needed everywhere. im hoping that my application will be succesfull.

24 nov 2008 - now....

my application was succesfull....hoping no problem at all.
my exam results are out...im gratefull that i passed all my papers but my pointer was getting worst....its below 2.5, the minimum pointer i set....... 2 papers i was hoping to get at least a B end up getting C-.......probably i should retake those papers.....lets just see how....

now im in kuching....not sure what im going to do during this 1 week.

I Can't Smile Without You - Gary Manilow

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who'da believed that you were part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard leavin' your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm goin' through
I just can't smile without you...

- somehow this few days i keep singing this song.......ya..its an old song....

What Happen During My Final Hell Exam.....

This is what happen during the past few weeks of my exam.....

So i tried to.....

but i ...

few days before exam, this happen....
As the exams getting nearer....
MicroP......

Control System....

Numec.....

POM.....

Thermo.....

Power Sys......
Now.... im so happy that this hell is over.....

Ok...my exam is starting tomorrow and im a bit worried with 2 of subjects....
microP has been the least fav subject this sem and i got below 25 for my carry mark....
others are just ok....above 25.....
the other 1 that im worried is thermo1...

cant study in da room coz its too hot, library quite noisy(for a suppose quiet place)....
today im goin to my lecture class. hopefully it will be ok to study there....

wish me luck!!.....

n good luck to whoever is having exams now .....:)

Survey?

What do the majority of people in your life call you?
~ iqbal, kebal, me, miq, haji, Q, mr K(i dont know how did this name attach to me)
.
Do you still talk to the person you were dating 6 months ago?
~ last 6 month? erm..didnt have any date....
.
What color is your phone?
~ white
.
Who is the last male you hugged?
~ cant remember..
.
Do you enjoy drama?
~ maybe
.
If you could change the sky to any color, what would it be?
~besides blue n black.....cant think other
.
Did you learn anything from the last BIG mistake you made?
~ yeah.. avoid gettin busted.. ^_^
.
Do you have dimples when you smile?
~ no..
.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
~ not sure...maybe...
.
What would you do if your best friend was moving away?
~ keep in touch...
.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
~ yups...life is short, live to the fullest
.
What do you think of your last kiss?
~ still thinking....when did i got a kiss??
.
Do you kiss a lot of people today?
~ today ah....none
.
Name one person that made you smile today?
~ havent meet any1 yet....class at noon
.
What were you doing at 8 am this morning?
~ watching prison break n heroes
.
Have you cried in the last 24 hours?
~ nope...
.
Do you have a best friend?
~ think so...

Is anyone jealous of you?
~ for what?
.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
~ nothing

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
~ maybe
.
Can you handle the truth?
~ yups...anytime...
.
Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
~ ya....
.
Would you move to another state or country to be with the one you love?
~ maybe..:-)
.
Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
~ yes..it really happens..
.
Are you taller than 5foot?
~ i'll get a ruler 1st....1.72m....is that more than 5ft
.
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
~ maybe
.
Have you ever told someone you were single when you really werent?
~ nope
.
Today did you hug the person you have feelings for?
~ far away....cant hug.....
.
Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
~ erk....maybe..
.
Where is your number one person on your friends list?
~ my brother...in kk la.....
.
Did you ever lose a best friend?
- maybe
.
Are any of your friends taller than you?
~ some of them
.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
~ sometimes
.
Do you wave when you see people you know?
~ Wave? a smile would be better than waving
.
Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
~ erm...not really....
.
Do you hate being alone?
-im used being alone but i do hate being alone....

p/s: a bit lazy with the exams getting nearer.....forcing myself to study

Wat to do during lazy hours

OK....im not suppose to update my blog...
Im suppose to study but aiya......lazy virus has infected me....
Been sick for the last 2 days.....the wheater here has been hot...really hot...
Just as i woke up, have my shower n ready to go for class, im already sweating a lot..
By noon my body become's really hot n have to be in a cool place such as the admin building or in the class. Just to make sure my brain wont get boiled.
During the day, it will be very hot by late evening or at night, it will start to rain heavily.

" *cough, holding the tissue with watery eyes* I’m so sick. That’s how Bg Me felt all this while. It’s been a while I felt like this. "

Hehehe...some1 is sick too...bah...get well soon


On Tuesday, did play some football.....for the 1st 10 minutes, i was oredi out of breath.....
its been a long time since i play footie. Still lack of stamina.....it was only my 3rd time playin this sem. Later that night, i just keep myself cool inside the pool....the pool was quite crowded that night. Yet in the pool i can still feel the heat. Didnt swim, just try to float myself inside


On Wednesday, after finishing my classes, went to get me my dinner. On my way back home, it was starting to rain n i really need to get back fast. By the way, it was staring to get dark. I almost get hit by a lorry. I was alert, i mean i noticed where the lorry was but it didnt give a signal where it was going. When i crossed, the driver honk me n stares at me.....Bikin Panas....
Felt like i wanna give him a punch and a kick or two but i just kept on moving after i gave a stare to him...trying to avoid to get cold..but alas....got myself a cold....Slept early that night n woke up around 4 to study.

Yesterday...nothing much happen besides the super heat and rain....

Today, im suppose to go for a talk bout nuclear power....but i decided that 'i slept n i forgot'....
My room is a mess....havent wash my cloth yet...need a shirt n pants for tomorrow open house at my frens place in shah alam.

4 asgmnts.....3 due next monday....1 next wednesday....n 1 more test on monday....

probably i need some1 to scold me to study but definitely not my parents...:P

Avril Lavigne - Thing's I'll Never Say

La da da da La da da da...

I’m tugging at my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My checks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

It don’t do me any good
It’s just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What’s on my mind?
If ain’t coming out
We’re not going anywhere
So why can’t I just tell you that I care
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’re worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

What’s wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter
I stumble
Like I’ve got nothing to say
Yes, I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

La da da da La da da da...

Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I’d say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I’m wishing my life away
With these things I’ll never say

These things I'll never say

- Acoustic sounds much nicer

Raya Holidays

28 Sept 2008
- Went back to KK with my cousin, Amoi. LCCT was very crowded. So we decided to lepak at McDonalds....just sit there while waiting for the counter to be open. Our flight was at noon. The counter was so long....more than an hour we have to wait for our tun to register. Thought only highways have bad jams but this is ridicculous....from 2 counter, they decided to open another counter. We did get our boarding pass, went inside, buy few things then go to the plane. Manage to get my revenge at my cousin by taking her pix when she was sleeping..."revenge was so sweet"
hahahaha. But wont show it to u guys la...

- Arrived at the KK airport terminal 2 around 5. My family was there, so was my cousin's. Went berbuka at OB.

29 Sept 2008
- Just did few things to prepare for Raya. Bought my songkok that day too.... Sent some raya kuih to my mum's fren's. Went to sell our old fridge at a scrapyard for rm10 and an old wheel barow for rm6

- Break fast outside again. This time at Imperial Hotel. Eat a lot of seafood.....before this, most of the time only chicken was served when breaking fast in the mosque. Large shrimp, squid and some kind of crab...its not a lobster....but it taste like a crab except it has very few fillings.

- Later that night, me and my cousins went mercun hunting. Bought thr dust/dusk type worth rm10. Their selling double from the usual. But seriously, bunga api or mercun these days are so lousy. really bad quality.

30 Sept 2008
- Last day of Ramadhan. Did few things to make the house looks nicer. Send more kuih Raya to my relatives. Break fast in the house. Sadly, this year no murtabak jawa.....slept that noon n forgot to go to bazaar Ramadhan near here.

1 Oct 2008
- Selamat Hari Raya. Woke up early that morning. Went to perform our Aidilfitri prayers that morning. Go back home, then salam among me, my brother, my mum and my father to seek forgiveness. Had breakfast and balik kampung.....well my kampung is just a 10 minutes or less when driving. My nenek prepared the usual for raya. Then have to drive my relative to kuburan.

- After nenek's house, went to Ibu's place (my aunt & my mum's eldest sister). My mum has a lot of siblings. The only 1 who didnt go back is Mama in Kuching. My uncle(Ba') is from Sarawak so, logic also la if they wanted to celebrate there and also, Mama wasnt feeling very well.

-After that, we went to my fathers side of his relative. That noon was so hot, that all those places we visited, i slept. Didnt do much except sleeping. Got headache too. Only 3 houses of oher rlative we visited then we decided to go back since all of us was tired due to the heat.

-Later that day, my uncle, Pak Anjang and his family came. By that time i oredi slept like 3 hours and my headache was gone. So, i was happily to entertain my young cousins with some tricks...how i wish i didnt forgot my magic ring. That night, Ibu n Pakcik later Afif , Umi and the kids came to visit then after that Bungsu also came with his family.

- Went to Bai's house even though it was quite late. They even force me to play bunga api and take my picture playin bunga api happily....

2 Oct 2008
- We started quite early by visiting relatives in Seberang but nobody was there. So, we went to other houses to visit... only 3 houses. That day was another hot day before i end up with headache again but this time it was much longer. Then have to balik kampung to pick up my
nenek and my other relative to bring them to my place.

-That night went to a Datuk place for Raya. His famous Kari Kambing was not there. Pakcik said that his Kari Kambing was the best. Even those who didnt like kambing will love to try its cuisine.

3 Oct 2008
- Still have the headache. Went to kuburan early morning. After that to the houses we're suppose to go on 2nd day of Raya. The 3rd day of Raya was the busiest day...lots of invitation. My uncle's place in Taman Bersatu and Petagas then Dauz place then at night at my cousins place. in Petagas also.

- Busu Lin came that night with his family. Then pack my things.

4 Oct 2008
- Went back to KL with my cousin. Bang Chik also came with his family. Had fun with Leya in the plane. Singing her own version of 'Old McDonald' and 'Twinkle twinkle little star'. Da only words i could understand was:

meow meow che

wow wow che

quack quack che

eya eya ooooo

rinkle rinkle riter sta

- When we arrrived at LCCT, we went to KLIA 1st to get a hotel there. Leya had a good sense of humor by calling me 'Bung'(suppose to call me Pak Long)....not sure why she calld me that. If im not mistaken, Bung is like a bad person character..... Bought Leya a large lolipop for her. Bang Chik n Kak Odie says that i should bought her something else since she wont finish that lolipop...
hehehe..biar la

- After checking in, rest, we went to KL. Went to Sungei Wang and Berjaya Times Square. Just jalan2 around those places. Leya wanted to ride in the amusement park, but time was so short for us. Leya....next time u come to KL, Pak Long bring u in the roller coster. Then you can scream aloud.

- Ok, before that, if u received an SMS from me saying something that i have arrived in KL, im really sorry. My niece, Leya was the culprit who sends those messages. Wanted to send to my mum, but i forgot to send it. Rest for a moment then went to the toilet. When I come out, Bang Chik ask me why im sending that SMS to him. Then everyone started asking me if i sent it wrongly. Have to appologize to those who ask. Every number in my phone got that SMS...really embarrass.....drop my water face. Wanted to scold her but she was singing happily Old McDonald...tidak sampai hati to mad at her. Thought i'll be torturing her but shes da one tortured me first......

p/s: sori i didnt upload any of my raya pix since i forgot to put it in my lappy. Now i'll be busy studyin for my coming exams.

Balik Kampung

Yeay....after being so busy for the last 2 weeks, now finally for a time to be a bit happy.
I'm goin to balik kampung winthin the next few hours. Didnt sleep the usual....only 3 hours...probably the excitement to balik kampung. Currently im listening to Sudirman's Balik Kampung which is quite an old time favourite for most of us when going back during Raya.

Yesterday, went to KL for my last minute Raya shopping. Didnt buy much, only 2 shirt's, a sandal, a bag and another novel graphic(The Question: Zen and Violence). Went to shop from 9.00am till 10.00pm.....so tired and my back hurts. Then watch Manchester United game with Bolton which MU won 2-0.

I'll be coming back to Uni next saturday coz i'm having 2 more test before my finals which comes in the following month. Means a week of holiday and after that a month of preparing for my finals. Perhaps during those time i wont be updating my blog.

Havent pack up my things and sahur yet. Perhaps i should do it now.

To all of you who will be balik kampung, hope you guys have a pleasent journey.
For those who have sent me a Raya greeting, thanks and sorry that i couldnt reply on time.

Lastly....

Will be back within a week.

Holiday....

OK...again, I forgot to sahur this morning. My fault....didnt wake up when my alarm was on.
Luckily, today is a public holiday in Selangor (Nuzul Quran) and some other states. Yesterday was Malaysia Day and only Sabah was holiday...TYT Sabah Birhtday.

Woke up, switch on my lappy and starting downloading 'Prison Break'.... I was hoping someone had downloaded House but seems like I have to wait. My external harddisk are getting full so i need to get myself a new harddisk. To many TV series are airing now. Did get myself few Raya songs but its a must for me get Sudirman's classic Balik Kampung.....will play it loud just before im going back to KK.....haha. These days the internet connection here can go crazy. Not sure either it is upgrading or downgrading....

Yesterday I was so lazy to go to afternoon classes. That noon, all of sudden i was gettin fever and starting to have headache. Went to sleep and skip 3 classes....WOW....so evil. I tried to go for my project discussion but I came in late and the discussion was over when i get there. My selipar also putus. Suppose to test our project near my apartment so have to wait for them. Parachute project...havent contribute any work for the group.

This week, it's the election for the new SRC in the campus. Cant remember how many candidate, think there's about 16 candidate . Each of them have quite a good reputation. Even so, some of them have a personal menifesto like. No need for me to say which candidate but deffinetly i won't choose this person. Hopefully, their expereinces can be benifitted by all students when they got elected and wont have any gila kuasa person...... I have my personal candidate to be selected.

Its 10:10am......time for me to do some work and need to cut my hair...

Another Boring Weekend

Sigh.....

Another boring weekend. Didn't do much yesterday.
The usual...laundry, clean my room, surf the net, games....arrrggghhh....totally bored!!
Yesterday too i forgot to wake up for sahur....

The past few nights I've been watching movies that were based on a comic book.
30 Days of Night, Wanted, The Incredible Hulk.....not sure what i'll be watching tonight.

For today, i'll be doing my assignments.....then have to complete my LI form...
and also my CIDB green card application. So many things need to do just for next week.

Just realize its been 2 weeks since Ramadhan. By now or maybe tomorrow, the Raya mood will be kickin....Raya ads will be everywhere, Raya songs can be listen at the radio or TV....well my Raya mood havent started up yet. I have 3 test next 2 weeks. So after those test, i'll start my Raya mood then maybe if I aint lazy, maybe i'll go for a last minute raya shoping in KL. Then i'll go back to KK with my cousin. I know she's eager to go back, so do I. Cant wait to go back to my family...

Can't say anything much.....that's how i felt now...have to be more patient.....have to be more a better person....have to improve like almost everything within me....

Evil Exam Dates

Just came back from class.....sleepy mood right now...
Came to class a bit late and go out from class a bit early....hahaha...smart =)
Just tutorial class, so do some work, ask my lecturer for the answers and everyone will be happy....
Went to his room after that to look at my test marks...haha..happy...i did quiet well even i didnt study much.

As i was on my way back, i've notice the new final draft timetable.....
As usual, this semester has never been the best so far.....
just before the mid term holidays i have 4 exams in 4 straight days...
This time, 5 papers within 4 straight days.....from 1/11/08 till 4/11/08
Then another paper on the 7/11/08.....
this uni really kejam.....i wonder if they have taken 5 papers within 4 days......
time to study smart not study hard.....

So far. all my exams that i did was just average....
suppose to have 4 subjects i could do well but.....cukup makan saja....lots of careless mistake...sad..
Now i have to start studyin like i never study before.....(will i manage it?)

erm...make schedule? probably....but i never follow any schedule that i did....
means less front of lappy i guess....nnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....
maybe less playing games, less day dreaming, less missing.......erm.....nvm

ok.....time for to go to the gym....even though im sleepy, need to go to gym to keep myself fit.

My Paper Heart - All American Rejects

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into
the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Havent heard this song for quite a while......my paper heart.....sigh...

Bored....

Its been rainin these few days.....and it makes me to get fever and cold....sigh

Saturday...a boring day....i have almost like let my lappy on the whole day since...4 in da morning.

Suppose to be a laundry day but not worth it if its raining.....

Yesterday, before breaking fast as usual, I went to the gym to do some excersice. Just an hour in the gym would be just nice.....to my surprise i have lost about 5kg since the start of Ramadhan...yippie..

so in da gym, the usual workout for me...cycling, running and rowing. Between those workout, I'd do some weight lifting sort of stuff. da usual workout takes about an hour or more but since it was Ramadhan, i could only manage to do less than an hour. 10 minutes of cycling, 10 minutes of running (the usual would be 30 minutes) and no rowing...rowing will take me at least 10 minutes for a 2km row. During running, my chest was getting thight....hard to breath...thats why i only did 10 minutes..... Then did some weight lifting.....somehow my right arm was more...erm..muscular then my left arm(ahaks).....probably i use more of my right arm then my left....

today...most of the time im on the front of my lappy....trying to make my blog a bit nicer...but still looks lame to me(yeah....im still noob in this thing). Watch some tv series...... House, Prison Break(2 hours of the latest season), Sassy Girl Chun Hyang and Naruto. Maybe I'll watch some new movie tonight.....not sure what i'll be watching tonite....

Im bored.....all alone by myself.....dont know what to do.....i could study....but...erm....sigh...
Think im going to be insane in the next few weeks....hopefully not....REALLY BORED!!!!
reading comics..done..playing guns...no bullets....clean up my room....erm.....maybe later..hahaha

Hopefully tomorrow wont be another boring day for me.......

Batman: The Killing Joke

I've finally manage to get this novel graphic after quite a long time. Hard to get, luckily, it was the the last copy(or i have to order and wait), and I just took it without thinking much. At first, I wanted to buy The Question: Zen and Violence...but....this was kinda hard to get in Malaysia. Bought the deluxe edition which DC has announced a 20th anniversary special hard cover edition of Alan Moore and Brian Bolland’s classic Batman tale The Killing Joke.

Being a Batman fan, I was happy to get this copy. Have quite few Batman collection back home since few years ago. Written by Alan Moore (V for Vendetta, Watchmen, League of Extaordinary Gentlemen) and drawn by Brian Bolland (2000AD, Camelot 3000). In a way, I could say this was like the origins of Joker, The Clown Prince of Crime.

The man who will become the Joker is an unnamed engineer who quits his job at a chemical company to become a stand up comedian, only to fail miserably. Desperate to support his pregnant wife, Jeannie, he agrees to guide two criminals into the plant for a robbery. During the planning, the police inform him that his wife has died in a household accident involving an electric baby bottle heater. Grief-stricken, the engineer tries to withdraw from the plan, but the criminals strong-arm him into keeping his commitment to them.

At the plant, the criminals make him don a special mask to become the infamous Red Hood. Unknown to the engineer, this disguise is simply the criminals' scheme to implicate any accomplice as the mastermind to divert attention from themselves. Once inside, they almost immediately blunder into security personnel, and a violent shootout and chase ensues. The criminals are gunned down and the engineer finds himself confronted by Batman, who is investigating the disturbance.

Panicked, the engineer deliberately jumps into the chemical plant's toxic waste catch-basin vat to escape Batman and is swept through a pipe leading to the outside. Once outside, he discovers, to his horror, that the chemicals have permanently bleached his skin chalk white, stained his lips ruby red and dyed his hair bright green. This turn of events, compounding the man's misfortunes of that one day, drives him completely insane and results in the birth of the Joker.

source:Wikipedia

(lazy to type the story =) )

The big effect from this event was, Barbara Gordon was shoot by Joker and become paralyse and for that she cant become Bat Girl but becomes Oracle(if you have watch Birds of Prey, you'll know)

And I've notice that some how the first Batman movie which was directed by Tim Burton, had a bit of influence of the Joker's origin especially when Jack was drop by Batman (yeah...I've watch few times and seems like Batman purposely let Jack fall....heh..i think) to the toxic waste which he survives and blah..blah..blah..you know the rest right.

The Dark Knight, which Ledger was the Joker(best act as a Joker i've known) also uses this book as a reference especially having 'multiple choices'.

Back to the book, the ending wasnt much as i expected like the title itselfs. During te last pages, Joker starts telling Batman a joke and somehow Batman was laughing....a bit creepy when Batman is laughing.

To tell you the truth, there's a lot of Joker's origins but mostly it has the same thing in common, toxic waste@chemical waste. If you have this comic like 20 years ago and still in a good condition, it could worth from 8 USD to 32USD for the each issues and 18USD for the hard cover.

A quote from Joker....

"You had a bad day once, am I right?"
"I know I am. I can tell. You had a bad day and everything changed."
"You had a bad day and it drove you as crazy as everybody else....Only you wont admit it"
"You have to keep pretending that life makes sense that there's some point to all this struggling"

Perkara Membatalkan Puasa

Semoga bulan Ramadhan tahun ini menjadi medan untuk kita sama-sama menambahkan amal dan meminimumkan semua perkara yang boleh mengurangkan pahala puasa kita. Sebagai panduan dan peringatan bersama, perkara-perkara yang membatalkan puasa adalah seperti berikut:

(jangan anggap anda tahu segalanya, bacalah untuk peringatan bersama)


1. MENYENTUH-NYENTUH DENGAN SENGAJA BAHAGIAN PAYUDARA SEBELAH KIRI DARI MANTAN PACAR KITA.
Sedangkan jika menyentuh bahagian payudara sebelah kanan, maka adalah dapat membatalkan puasa juga. Jika menyentuh kedua bahagian tersebut secara bersamaan, maka dosanya menjadi double.

2. TIDUR SIANG DI ATAS BADAN ORANG LAIN YANG BUKAN MUHRIMNYA.
Sedangkan jika tidur siang di bawah badan orang lain yang bukan muhrimnya, maka puasa kita tidak batal, tetapi orang lain yang bukan muhrimnya tersebut puasanya menjadi batal. Tetapi, jika kita turut merasa enjoy, maka puasa kita batal juga.

3. MELOMPAT-LOMPAT DI SAAT MENYAKSIKAN FILM PORNO.
Sedangkan jika kita tidak melompat-lompat di saat menyaksikan filem porno, maka puasa kita tetap batal. Hanya saja, orang yang melompat-lompat bererti lebih batal. Karena berarti gembira di saat menonton filem porno.

4. MELUDAH.
Meludah adalah batal jika air ludah tersebut mengenai alat kelamin lawan jenis kita. Jika air ludah tersebut tidak mengenai alat kelamin lawan jenis, dan diulang terus hingga alat kelamin lawan jenis tersebut akhirnya terkena air ludah dan kemudian menjadi basah, maka puasa kita tetap batal.

5. BERLARI SEKUAT TENAGA.
Berlari sekuat tenaga menuju rumah pelacuran adalah dapat membatalkan puasa. Sedangkan berlari sekuat tenaga tetapi tidak menuju ke tempat pelacuran, tetapi akhirnya kemudian tersasar menuju ke tempat pelacuran dan lalu berhubungan intim dengan salah seorang pelacur, maka puasa orang tersebut menjadi batal. Sedangkan orang yang berlari sekuat tenaga lalu terpeleset dan terjatuh di atas pelacur yang tidak mengenakan selembar kain apapun, dan lalu orang tersebut juga sudah telanjang, maka puasanya juga menjadi batal.

6. BERTERIAK-TERIAK WAKTU SIANG HARI.
Berteriak-teriak waktu siang hari di saat berhubungan intim dengan lawan jenis adalah dapat membatalkan puasa. Sedangkan orang yang mendengar teriakan orang yang berhubungan intim waktu siang hari, lalu orang tersebut mengintip aktiviti tersebut dan merasa enjoy, maka puasa orang tersebut juga menjadi batal.

7. MELEMPAR WANG LOGAM.
Melempar wang logam sehingga mengenai payudara seorang gadis dan lalu kita mengusap-usap payudara tersebut selama 2 jam karena kasihan terhadap gadis tersebut adalah dapat membatalkan puasa. Sedangkan jika wang logam tersebut mengenai payudara seorang gadis dan lalu gadis tersebut meminta kita untuk mengulanginya (sehingga kita menjadi letih dan haus), dan lalu kita minum teh botol bersama gadis tersebut dan lalu gadis tersebut mengajak kita untuk berhubungan intim dan kita menyetujuinya, maka puasa kita menjadi batal.

8. MEMPERBAIKI KOMPUTER YANG RUSAK.
Memperbaiki komputer yang rusak di rumah seorang gadis seksi dan kemudian gadis seksi tersebut menggoda kita untuk berhubungan intim dan kemudian kita tergoda dan akhirnya kita tidak jadi memperbaiki komputer tetapi malah berhubungan intim, maka puasa kita menjadi batal. Sedangkan jika kita hendak memperbaiki komputer yang rusak di rumah seorang gadis seksi, tetapi ternyata gadis seksi tersebut tidak memiliki komputer tetapi akhirnya kita memperkosa gadis seksi tersebut, maka puasa kita juga menjadi batal.

9. MEMBACA BUKU PELAJARAN.
Membaca buku pelajaran tetapi di dalam buku pelajaran tersebut terdapat buku stensil “enny arrow” adalah dapat membatalkan puasa. Sedangkan jika di dalam buku pelajaran tersebut tidak terdapat buku stensil “enny arrow”, tetapi kita lalu meminjam buku stensil “enny arrow” kepada seorang pelacur dan lalu pelacur tersebut mengajak kita berhubungan
intim dan kita menyetujuinya, maka puasa kita juga menjadi batal.

10. DUDUK.
Duduk sambil makan nasi padang adalah dapat membatalkan puasa. Sedangkan duduk sambil menggoda ibu penjual nasi padang, lalu berselingkuh dengan ibu tersebut, juga membatalkan puasa.

p/s: you guys know I copied and pasted in my blog....but here what make's our puasa REALLY batal...

• Makan dan minum dengan sengaja

• Bersetubuh dengan sengaja di siang hari

• Muntah dengan sengaja seperti memasukkan jari ke dalam mulut

• Memasukkan sesuatu ke dalam rongga seperti hidung, telinga, dan sebagainya

• Bersalin

• Hilang akal disebabkan gila atau mabuk dengan sengaja

• Kedatangan haid bagi perempuan

• Mengeluarkan mani dengan sengaja pada waktu siang hari tetapi jika bermimpi tidak batal puasanya

• Murtad

Lonely

woke up late this morning, as for that, i only manage to drink water from the bottle.
i could blame my alarm cos i set it at 5 and it starts ringging like another 5 minutes to imsak.

Cant bring myself back to sleep. Just need to wait till subuh comes.

Its dark outside, only the sounds of crickets i could hear. Im so lonely....felt like i wanna sing that Akon song "Lonely"...ahaks

But true, like i have nothing to do...I did this, did that, but nothing muh can I do bout this loneliness feeling. Even as I meet people, somethings a miss..... Only God knows whats wrong with me. Ever since i ask 'that' question, felt quite miserable. I never should ask her that...i'll admit i was rushing into a relationship. Sometimes i felt like she hates me now...i dont know....perhaps its just my imagination. For now, i have to build up what i've lost

Erm....

Now im starting to get some fever. nothing much can i do......

And the sun is starting to rise and could hear the birds....have to prepare for class....

Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Jordin Sparks- Next To You

2 o clock and I wish I was sleepin
You're in my head just like song on the radio
All I know is I gotta get next to you
(yeah, i gotta get next to you)
Sittin here turnin minutes into hours
to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone
cuz you don't know that i gotta get next to you

Maybe we're friends
maybe we're more
maybe it's just my imagination
but i see you stare
just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder
so baby, call me crazy
but i think you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I
just gotta get next to you
(gotta get next to you)

I ask around, and I heard that you were talkin
Told my girl that you thought I was outta your league.
what a fool, i gotta get next to you
(whoa, I gotta get next to you)
yeah..it's 5 in the morning
and I can't go to sleep
because I wish you I wish
you knew what you mean to me
baby, let's get together and end this mystery.

Maybe we're friends
maybe we're more
maybe it's just my imagination
but i see you stare
just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder
so baby, call me crazy
but i think you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I
just gotta get next to you
(gotta get next to you)

whatcha gotta say,
whatcha gotta do
how you get the one you want
don't wanna get next to you
x4

Maybe we're friends
maybe we're more
maybe it's just my imagination
but i see you stare
just a little too long
and it makes me start to wonder
so baby, call me crazy
but i think you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I
just gotta get next to you
(gotta get next to you)

so baby, call me crazy
but i know you feel it too
Maybe I, maybe I
just gotta get next to you
(gotta get next to you)

Sungkei at the mosque

Ok, just came back from the mosque

For today, i break fast or 'sungkei' as in Sabah at Uniten's mosque.
Reasons, save money.....hahaha
the food wasnt that bad at all
Probably i'll be doing like this for the rest of the month...yeah...
last year, only when my friends arent around i'll be breaking fast at the mosque

Years before, when i was studyin in shah alam, sungkei at the surau....
so i've been doing this before. The best way for someone to break fast and also save some money
by that time the food was quite nice also.....hihihi....save money and energy

Ramadhan

Just came back from the mosque doing 'terawih' prayers.....
1st day of ramadhan, so far, so good for me....nothing bad happen....
hungry?thats common for us who is fasting...
cant look to long at foods....later we will start imagining food in our head

the usual menu's for me to 'sahur'....bread.....
but for breaking fast....it depends.
Today, i had rice, vege and cat fish.....bought bancau as well....

Really cant wait to back KK....
probably will be back there for a week or less...
miss ikan bakar n murtabak jawa....hahaha
i could a lot of murtabak jawa years ago

Sick Again

As i was starting feeling getting better, got sick again...alahai...this month is full of sickness
Today, my class starts after a week break. body temp gettin hotter....need rest....need nurse(ahaks)....nvm...i'll just lay in my bed...